No Name - What is this emotion called?

Description: Gus, a Thai boy goes to study in England meets his Russian childhood friend – Ivan. A lot of stuff happens in the novel. It’s your typical fluffy af BL with the author translating her own work from Thai into English ( 35% of the plot is based on a true story after the author followed a pair of her best friends (who are male) and decided to write a fluff BL novel about them )……